Some black guy tried to rob me.

But was that all?

I was walking down Western avenue when I passed this man at a bus stop talking to a woman from my ex-wifes building...he turned to me and asked very rudely if I had fifty cents for him. I said no and he followed me down the street and even ran to catch up with me and demanded that I give him money. He reached into his pocket and he had something in there, either a knife or a gun, and he demanded my money. I refused and stood on the curb as far as I could get from this man until he moved on. He didn't go far, just about forty feet down and he waited for me...So I walked past him into this minimall where I was headed. He was still observing me out of the corner of his eye...his chance to use his weapon on me was gone...and he then ran away.

I thought about this all day, until later I saw the woman he had been talking to and I asked her if he had tried to rob her...she said no...he was just a loser. I was shocked...she knew him then? I asked her, " do you know him?" She said "yes." She fucking knew him!

Well, I already know she is a government agent, so a man she knows wanted to harm me?

It's the CIA...I know it. It's not legal...it's one of two things though...

Either my leaflets...

Or the desire to poison my good relationship with the incoming president Obama...If I had ranted a racist rant and not seen this as a government orchastrated attack, it would make me look bad and might insult my friend Mr. Obama...they could show him my rant and say, "See here sir, he is a racist."

I wonder...

Alright, I will have to report this one to the judiciary commitee. I reported the CIA guy in India to them...an American in Jaipor who paid some locals to go after me...he was CIA, I knew it, and I reported that to the Judiciary and intelligence committees, and after I did, The CIA director, Porter Goss was fired within the month...I know it was for that.

Don't they know by now they can't kill me?

They have tried so many times...

I saw an interesting thing in my dream last night...It was a silly dream, but there was one part that has really got to me. I had a bunch of cash...a giant wad...and the thing was that the money was different from what it is now. Though there was regular standard US currency mixed in my cash, the predomenant currency was bright red. This is the second dream in which I held money in my hand that was red.

Is it a premonition of a new dollar?

I wonder...

Normally I wouldn't bring this up...but I thought for those who may have recently recieved one of my leaflets and looked into my story a bit, I felt I should explain.

I started life as a fanatic, and indeed I still am...but I was on the side of the Americans, for I was a die hard patriot, beyond anything you could seriously think anyone could really be. In my leaflets there remains an element of that deep pro-American heart. In my book I talk about this a bit in more detail, and one thing I mention is how when the Veitnam war ended I sat in front of the TV alone and watched the news...I was so devistated. I was only four on that day.

I am a good man and I am an asset to any who would have me...but for some reason, the US government, through it's people mistreated me. And not in any small way. Unfortunately the things I have experienced are outragious. I was shot for real...and I had my son taken from me at gunpoint. I have been blocked from working for a long time now, and what little I have ever had has allways been taken from me. But worst of all, My babies. Radiation kills fetuses and causes miscarages in pregnant women. When my ex-wife and I were still together we wanted more kids, and she got pregnant three times and the first two were miscarrages...the third was an abortion she decided to have, which I believe someone in the Governent told her to have. During the time when she was pregnant with my first son, there was this thing that happened...one evening as I lay in bed about to sleep I heard a phone ringing, and I heard men talking...I heard them in my head, as if it was a dream. I woke up and my wife came out of the bathroom and told me the strangest thing, she had heard a phone ringing and men talking, but in her head, as if it was a dream. That was mind control in some kind of purposless application. Oh for me that doesn't make me too mad...it's just what they do you see, it's the government in operation against a targeted individual. But what about my son's undeveloped brain? ELF waves can kill people if improperly used, or if properly used I suppose depending on your desire. So I complained in letters to officials as I allways used to do so much of, and I wrote the CIA and the intelligence committees, and I said that for their agents to use this near my pregnant wife could harm the baby. And they did harm my babies, they killed two of them. And that makes me no longer an American.

The American people have a government, and I believe that all governments are a mirror reflection of the hearts of the people and nothing more. The US government is not a person, in fact it does not really exist. It is a company of a kind, composed of individuals, who in my case say they are acting on behalf of America. An America that I swore allegiance to, and that betrayed me. And for that I am now anti-American.

I was raised in the fasion of a junkyard dog...I was not raised as a human being. I was treated as a criminal, not a man, as a peice of property and my babies were rtuhlessly murdered and written off as never having existed.

Yes, I am a fanatic, and in the end that will matter far more to people then the evil they have done to me.

God dam...are we there yet...I said that before, but that's the idea of that horrible question...are we there yet? Like I can see it, we are in the city...how come we aren't there yet? Can we get off at the next exit? I have to go to the bathroom...and I have been holding my puke back for a while...except for the little bit I puked up a while ago when you guys shot me...and the other bit I puked up when my babies died. How will you ever get past shit like that America? You will never live down the things that were done to me.

http://www.wvgazette.com/News/200810170676

The machines are probably left over from 2004...I wouldn't worry about it...the NSA and the military are in control now and they are going to make sure there is a landslide for our friend...which there should be naturally...and the senate...it's 60 seats for the Dems baby. They are probably sick and tired of all of Americas enemies having grown so fucking strong under Bush...and many of those people being former American allies might trouble them a bit as well.(like myself)